Nicely said. Though I believe that regardless of your reason to know God, God will reveal himself to you as long as you come to Him. So go to Him. Just as you are, whatever your reasons. And PLEASE don’t let the Christians stop you on your way.
“The Bible that I read says that God did not send Jesus to condemn the world but to save it… it was because “God so loved the world.” That is the God I know, and I long for others to know. I did not choose to devote my life to Jesus because I was scared to death of hell or because I wanted crowns in heaven… but because he is good. For those of you who are on a sincere spiritual journey, I hope that you do not reject Christ because of Christians.”